Leaving L.A.
Tomorrow I go back to Las Vegas, which makes me happy. I am ready to be back in my own space. Although I love being around family because of how supportive they are with the girls, I think it is time. I miss my husband who went back early to work. I miss my bed. I miss being in control of my environment. At home I control the food that is in the house. I control our schedule. I control what the girls do. I control the house and everything in it (well, except for my husband - he really resists for some reason. But I am working on it). Here in L.A., everything gets sort of haphazard and the girls generally run amok under the indulgent eye of their grandparents. They love it, and I get a break so it's always nice to visit. But it has been 11 days now and I am ready to be home and get some routine back in our lives.